Since I have little energy to spare, I choose to interact with very few people. Simple interaction with people that I do enjoy being around is tiring, but not draining.… Read more Holistic Medicine is Not My Doctor →
It seems that every single week I’ve had to deal with some absolute bullshit that I shouldn’t. And each time, I’m getting closer and closer to winding up in a… Read more Weekly Meltdowns over a Broken System →
Imagine a dim room that’s been lowly lit for several months and suddenly lights up very brightly. Everything is so clear and bright, like a day without a cloud in… Read more Insomnia & a Lit Up Brain →
In my head, I am hiking the Appalachian Mountains or jumping out of an airplane this year for my fiftieth birthday. In reality, I’ve been unable to take a walk… Read more My Brain vs Reality →
Two weeks ago, my best friend died. I lost something I truly loved and loved me back. My cat – the only consistent thing in my life for 12 years… Read more A Year Later – Undiagnosed & Life Sucks →
There are a few things I really need to get off my chest before I go apeshit. I realize people mean well (or do they?), but it does NOT help… Read more Please. Just. STOP!!! →
I had two good days last week. Two days a week is the most I’ve been able to get for the past few years. First, I blamed it on having… Read more Two Good Days →
(Note: It’s taken me a week to write this, so it doesn’t reflect today’s much lighter mood. Today was the first time since last summer I was able to run… Read more Sobriety is not why I’m angry →