Last Night in Hell
Although unplanned, the last day of school was the last time I spent in the house with Bear. The night prior changed the entire course of everything. Exhausted from lack… Read more Last Night in Hell →
Breaking Things & a Broken Marriage
As I’ve been writing about my marriage, I hadn’t realized there were so many unresolved issues. It sucks that I couldn’t talk to Bear about things that really bothered me.… Read more Breaking Things & a Broken Marriage →
What Wives Are Supposed To Do
Prior to getting married, I had no doubts about Bear and the love we had for each other. I was 100% certain we would work out, that he was my… Read more What Wives Are Supposed To Do →
Living Together While Separated
About two to three years into the marriage, I gained about 20 pounds. It was a result of drinking high-sugar alcoholic beverages, probably around the time I started writing my… Read more Living Together While Separated →
Holiday Breakup
Living under the same roof while maritally separated sucks. To add insult to injury, we broke up right before the holidays. It’s painful to be stuck in a situation when… Read more Holiday Breakup →
Separation
I had been a completely independent woman prior to meeting Bear, and now I somewhat depended on a man for the first time in my life – and it sucked.… Read more Separation →
Crossing Boundaries & Betrayal
Moving back to Florida meant starting over with employment for both Bear and I. Of course, the seemingly biggest issue crept up again – money – which can bring out… Read more Crossing Boundaries & Betrayal →
Ending in Hawaii
Shortly after I’d written this post in 2012: Moving to Hawaii – a Dream Come True, Bear and I had to decide to either move back to Florida or be… Read more Ending in Hawaii →
