This is something I blogged nearly ten years ago. Unfortunately, I had repeated some of these old patterns after my marriage ended seven years ago. From February 10, 2011: We often base our own self worth by how the people we love treat us. While I was rummaging through some old journals, I flipped through... Continue Reading →
Beating Myself Up & Unsolicited Advice
I started writing this the other day, but was interrupted 35 times and never had the chance to finish. This entire week has been shit so far, and today I start a new job that I hope goes well after not sleeping all night due to trashy people starting drama (that will be a separate... Continue Reading →
About to Lose My Mind – Depression, Anxiety, and I hate everything
I’m about to lose my fucking mind. Not joking. The amount of stress I’m feeling today and prior to today is really wearing on me. This morning I spent 3 1/2 hours trying to fix things that shouldn’t be broken, things that I didn’t break, instead of doing something that makes me feel better. And... Continue Reading →
Women’s jobs aren’t worthless, dude
(NOTE: This was written several years ago when I was married. I thought it would be fun to share.) I had a conversation the other day with a friend. We discussed why women’s work is viewed as worthless, even though most of the time we are the spine of a man’s success. This is what... Continue Reading →
Who determines our worth?
(NOTE: This and several upcoming posts were written several years ago when I was married. I thought it would be fun to share them.) I suppose enough criticism from everyone in your environment can help you to determine whether or not you’re a worthless wife. Your family, your kids, your significant other, and even your... Continue Reading →
Does working from home deem women worthless?
(NOTE: This and several upcoming posts were written several years ago when I was married. I thought it would be fun to share them.) I have worked just about every type of job under the sun. I have been my own boss and run my own home businesses off and on over the years, sometimes... Continue Reading →
Mean Girls Over the Age of 35
No one should have to deal with mean girls at ANY age. However, it's not uncommon when you’re a teenager or a middle schooler, given the age. Unfortunately, some women are just mean girls their entire lives. Recently, I’ve had to deal with a few personally, and so did a friend of mine through her... Continue Reading →
What Are You Settling For?
Settling. I see people around me doing it all the time. Settling in relationships, settling in jobs, settling in circumstances within their control. But I can’t do that. I refuse to waste even small moments of my life settling for something that’s not making me happy. I‘ve done it before, and it’s a big time... Continue Reading →
Working Thru PTSD and Being Emotionally Unavailable
Sometimes things happen that will forever change a person’s life. Forever change who that person is. Some things have forever changed me, and even though I pretend to be strong, these things have weakened me in many ways. Just when I started working through the PTSD, something else came along and set me right back.... Continue Reading →
Serial Killers & Dick Pics
Just some random thoughts I wrote down recently.... Sometimes I wonder how I’m still alive. After watching hundreds of hours of criminal documentaries and Dateline, I’m the perfect candidate for a serial killer. Or some other deranged piece of shit. I mean, look at my dating history of total fucktards. Why am I the perfect... Continue Reading →