It took years for me to recognize that many of my friendships throughout my life were toxic. Some of them were even outright abusive on some levels, but I put up with it out of loyalty. That is what I was conditioned to do. Therapy has taught me that we treat ourselves according to how... Continue Reading →
Protected: No Place To Call Home
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Protected: Brain Not Shutting Off
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Protected: Mental Health & Being Overmedicated
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Protected: My First Boyfriend Was Abusive
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Protected: PTSD is a Real Bitch
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Protected: My Neighbor is Still a Creep
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Perhaps It’s Epstein Barr? No One Knows…
Medically speaking, nothing much has changed since I last posted. The biggest concern is weight loss and lack of appetite, even though I force myself to eat. Otherwise, life has remained the same, except new medication allows me to sleep better, as well as awaken without wishing I was dead each day. Life is bearable... Continue Reading →
My Creepy Neighbor Without Boundaries
Now that I’m sober, I didn’t think I would gaslight my creep detector until I recently found myself in an uncomfortable and vulnerable situation in the privacy of my own backyard. This is something I needed to discuss in counseling, because it was a traumatizing experience. No matter how much I think I set boundaries,... Continue Reading →
Shutting Down a Sexually Aggressive Narcissist
Little has changed. Sitting here, minding my own business, trying to survive… Yet, I STILL get bothered by creepy people crawling out of the woodwork, like cockroaches during a heavy rain. A few weeks ago, on a Sunday morning, I received a text from a number I didn’t recognize, asking how I was. The area... Continue Reading →